Hugs Hobbes! Anger is a definite part of the grief process. It will pass.
Just remember that you may never understand why he did what he did, or confirm it either. He may have gone through an unbalanced period where the brain patterns may have shifted or brain chemistry wasn't working properly. Then again, it could also be that maybe it was just meant to look like a suicide? There are thousands of possible explanations out there, and none of them will ever make enough sense for us to understand death or even suicide. But it is the way that you choose to remember your friend that is a conscious choice. When the anger part fades, you will have to make that choice. But for now its all a part of grief process so you need to allow yourself to feel all those emotions that come with it. Just try not to hang onto them. Let them pass and don't fight them. And remember that there are always friends here for you that will happily listen and provide a shoulder for you to lean on. Its been a tough year for you.
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Date: 2008-10-24 12:56 pm (UTC)Just remember that you may never understand why he did what he did, or confirm it either. He may have gone through an unbalanced period where the brain patterns may have shifted or brain chemistry wasn't working properly. Then again, it could also be that maybe it was just meant to look like a suicide? There are thousands of possible explanations out there, and none of them will ever make enough sense for us to understand death or even suicide. But it is the way that you choose to remember your friend that is a conscious choice. When the anger part fades, you will have to make that choice. But for now its all a part of grief process so you need to allow yourself to feel all those emotions that come with it. Just try not to hang onto them. Let them pass and don't fight them. And remember that there are always friends here for you that will happily listen and provide a shoulder for you to lean on. Its been a tough year for you.
HUgs xoxoxo